K I’m back…. Now what? ;)
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K I’m back…. Now what? ;)
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Home I find it interesting sleeping in my bed tonight. A concept while not new never felt so forgien.
I’ve had relationships of bed sharing before, but never have I felt not at home returning to mine. Not unwelcomed at my home. It’s just not mine anymore. The concept of “ours” is so much more appealing than “mine.
Maybe trying to make it sound elegant or describing something that is easy to see, but different to experience has me muddled….
But know this… I am truly in love and want more than anything to be his. I hope some fortunes turn so we can both be more adapt to build towards “ours”
Mark it down now. I am sure. The future is finally clear, and i can not wait for it to be here.:)
Home
I find it interesting sleeping in my bed tonight. A concept while not new never felt so forgien.
I’ve had relationships of bed sharing before, but never have I felt not at home returning to mine. Not unwelcomed at my home. It’s just not mine anymore. The concept of “ours” is so much more appealing than “mine.
Maybe trying to make it sound elegant or describing something that is easy to see, but different to experience has me muddled….
But know this… I am truly in love and want more than anything to be his. I hope some fortunes turn so we can both be more adapt to build towards “ours”
Mark it down now. I am sure. The future is finally clear, and i can not wait for it to be here.:)
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An Oracle to now Falling asleep under the constellation Hercules as my dream candle slowly melts to nothing, I know I am ready to get in touch with all the universe has to offer me, finally put ALL of my skill to use and reap the rewards I have awaiting me. As soon as I am healed from ky recent health crisis, I will let nothing stop me and take care of myself. This has awaken and shaken me up. Time to do something about it…. more revelations, thoughts and plans soon.
Mistress to the stars,
Tara
An Oracle to now
Falling asleep under the constellation Hercules as my dream candle slowly melts to nothing, I know I am ready to get in touch with all the universe has to offer me, finally put ALL of my skill to use and reap the rewards I have awaiting me. As soon as I am healed from ky recent health crisis, I will let nothing stop me and take care of myself. This has awaken and shaken me up. Time to do something about it…. more revelations, thoughts and plans soon.
Mistress to the stars, Tara
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“Kids, if you want to piss off your parents, show interest in the arts.”
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some relief My stress has been building layer upon layer lately. And most of my savior/ outlets.. have been scarce. Last night I called my mom out on being passive aggressive on what she needs. Half of me regretted it the second it came out of my mouth. Half of me knew it was the truth.
Being the daughter and the caretaker is a careful balance. I am a respectful person. Especially of my parents, but I had been pushed a little far.
I was impressed there was no immediate backlash. She told me what she needed and went back to her attempts at what she was doing.
She apologized today. I wave of relief washed over me. It is one thing to be wrong… it’s another to admit it… especially to your daughter
I think she realizes I’m slowly not holding back on my life any more aside from everything else. I am doing what she asked in that regard, not to let her life slow mine down. I’m still not confidant my brother/ dad will step up… but yeah. It’s hard. but one step at a time.. it can be a little better. It still somehow feels selfish….
Now lets see if I can relieve some more burden.
Tara Corless
some relief
My stress has been building layer upon layer lately. And most of my savior/ outlets.. have been scarce. Last night I called my mom out on being passive aggressive on what she needs. Half of me regretted it the second it came out of my mouth. Half of me knew it was the truth.
Being the daughter and the caretaker is a careful balance. I am a respectful person. Especially of my parents, but I had been pushed a little far.
I was impressed there was no immediate backlash. She told me what she needed and went back to her attempts at what she was doing.
She apologized today. I wave of relief washed over me. It is one thing to be wrong… it’s another to admit it… especially to your daughter
I think she realizes I’m slowly not holding back on my life any more aside from everything else. I am doing what she asked in that regard, not to let her life slow mine down. I’m still not confidant my brother/ dad will step up… but yeah. It’s hard. but one step at a time.. it can be a little better. It still somehow feels selfish….
Now lets see if I can relieve some more burden.
Tara Corless
